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This morning was Devin & Tawnya’s rehearsal and this afternoon is the rehearsal dinner. At the rehearsal there was a man that was documenting the morning and it seemed like he was trying to be all “Michael Moore” and shit. Every time that Barb and I were joking his ass was right there, catching us laughing in HD. I mean there were a few times I really wanted to just look at the camera and say “WHAT?! Oh, I am the only thing interesting here? Ah, that’s right cause it’s just a PRACTICE for the wedding.”

I don’t understand videos of practices for shit. It’s just weird.

We are going to be heading to the Hellsgate Jet Boat ride for the afternoon and then off to dinner…..somewhere.

I don’t know if you guys have seen this movie.  If you haven’t, GO!  But this scene should show you that you are missing something REALLY GOOD!

It’s been oh so crazy of a life.  As you might have read on Denise’s blog, there are some top secret things going on and we are just in the waiting period of them and we are both hoping that they come to fruition.  I would like for you all to cross your fingers, say a small prayer or do whatever it is you do when people ask you to “cross your fingers”.   This could be one of the most amazing things for Denise and I can’t wait for us to be able to share it with you all.Other than the top secret stuff we have going on things have been good.  We have been spending time with Jay and Megan and loving every minute of it.  We were over at their house on Friday night and it was once again a damn good time.  They are a couple that we just get along with great.  We can just spend 4 hours sitting on their back porch, having cigarettes, drinking a few beers and talking about nothing but total and complete bullsh*t.  It’s great.  We end up laughing and talking about old times, funny stories and just random things.  Devin, Matt and I went to get fitted for our tuxes for Devin’s wedding.  It was a “two birds with one stone” situation.  I ended up getting copies of their fittings to use for my wedding and that was awesome.  The manager of The Tuxedo Den loved us.  We kept him laughing and in a good mood since his morning had been jam-packed.  I think since I lived in Florida once he liked that about me considering he spent half of his life living there.Later that evening we had dinner over at Devin and Tawnya’s house.  Devin grilled some chicken, had some peanut pasta and a broccoli casserole that Denise had made.  It was tons of fun.  Then we went and saw “Get Smart”.  I have to say that Denise and I were far more entertained than we were expecting.  It had lots of funny parts and we also came to this conclusion:  Dwayne Johnson A.K.A. “The Rock” deserves far more credit for acting than he gets these days.  Yes, it’s been a long road for him but he has become a far better actor since he was in the movie “The Mummy 2″, which in my mind should have never been made.  Overall our weekend was good.  I am heading to my mother’s house today to fix her screen door.  I hope it’s not going to be a 100 billions degrees today.  But I am guessing it’s gonna be a hot one.  Uh. 

Okay, so I really like movies that are done by M. Night Shamaamamamlam. I give ever thing he does a good “once over”. But damn, his newest movie, The Happening, is the worst thing since the invention of the fucking spork!!!!

To call this movie bad would be like calling Lindsay Lohan just a plain whore. I wish I had followed all the instructions that Mark Walhberg was telling me in the movie…Run Away!!!

If I have taught you anything on this blog please listen here: Do Not See This Movie.

Hey, I have a blog.  I should write in it.

I will.  I am sorry that I haven’t written in awhile but things have been…well, hectic.  I am not going to go to deep into what is going on but it’s not fun.  Life has it’s ways of throwing little tests and lessons your way and you have to learn from them.  The thing with these “tests” is what it ACTUALLY tests.  Your will power, breaking point, faith, drive and your overall spirit.

Denise however is always there.  Showering me with love and helping to restore my faith and conviction.  Replenishing my well and just being there.  This is why I love her.  Humans find things out when they are being tested and with her I have seen her true love and passion she has for me and our relationship.  I see it on a daily basis but in these times you find yourself having your eyes opened wider to it and it just flows in.  Being soaked and showered in affection and love is one of the greatest things in the world.  It’s probably equal to the love God.

I was reading some of Rob Bell’s “Velvet Elvis” lately and it has been helping me.  His way of “rediscovering” faith is something that has become close to me.  I want that.  I want to feel fresh and new and to just be able to everyday look at the world and smile and thank “I Am” for what he has made and given to me.

However in the world the way it is for me right now that is one of my tests.

Can I pass it?

Will it consume and conquer me?

I doubt the last one but for the first one I am still trying to find that out.

I want to raise a family and have kids and just come home to a house that is full of love and joy.  I think with Denise there with me by my side and God at my back that anything is possible.  We just have to understand that the road we are suppose to follow isn’t always easy and that we are going to have tough times but with those tough times comes that love.  Closeness.  Affection.  Breakdowns.  Tears.  Hugs.  Loss of sleep.  Late nights.  Laughter.  Sadness.   And all the while the tunnel may be dark and tough but there is always some light at the end and we just have to keep pushing forward.  Moving ahead.  Learning.  Striving.

Pushing on with that partner.  Denise.  She is my partner.

We are here for each other.

To pick the other up when they are down.

To shower the other with love.